ok.. finally got myself around to write something here.. hmm.. so my classes are back on.. that means little time to do anything else.. ( that is so big a lie!! lazy pig!! be ashamed!! ) well.. :D with that said.. im way way too busy :P
I was feeling so lonely in class last week.. as if standing in front of strangers.. i mean.. i know.. they are strangers in a way.. but they are my students.. but.. in the end.. they are not my friends?? and i felt sad.. i always thought of them as friends.. and somehow.. it hurt.. hmm.. but then again.. thats life..
woke up to some terribly bad dreams.. and almost cried.. dont ask!!
apart from that. everything was ok..
oh well.. here i am contemplating about 10 minute thunderstorms to being in long term relationships.. and at the same time slowly but lazily getting back to my gaming (read game programming) roots.. *sigh* kinz will kill me if he reads im being lazy!! :( crap.. but, sad yet true, im so friggin lazy these days.. :(
i wonder why i keep running into thunderstorms.. is it cos im just too lonely..? i have no idea.. then how real are these thunderstorms.. *sigh* if only things were clearer..
my nephew is growing.. and is always happy to see me.. and so am i.. :) missing him a lot.. he and his mommy are at his grandmas place.. :)
something new.. here are some butterflies from my dream.. :) http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47165984/
meow to all.. :hug:
